Saturday, January 30, 2010
OH MY GOD
i must be CRAZYagain
i spent a long time to do it
and of course
i learned a lot through it
THX~
my blogskin XD
the weather is hot now
why?
because the Chinese New Year is coming soon?
i found that the weather become hotter and hotter as the CNY is nearer
i feel bored about it >.<
anything hapeen on you?
hmm~
i just want to know about it
but don't know how to ask
and i'm also not dare to ask >.<
OH MY GOD
wish u still remember me
and be happy always =)
today no need go to school for the activity
because today is thaipusam
hmm~
had helped my mum to do the cookies
for Chinese New Year
[i accidentally injured my hand >.<]
and then
i spent my whole afternoon to watch movie
and so
i waste my whole afternoon
and did not touch any homework
and please
i had no mood to do the homework
i'm so lazy >.<
felt so tired now
look at my handphone
and don't know what to do >.<
i wish i can buy a new phone >.<
i wish my phone will ring and someone wish to chat with me
but
no >.<
and so
i just rotting here and there
waiting for someone to online
and we can chat together through msn
but i think
i cannot wait until that time
i think someone wont online
its ok
just nothing >.<
its ok for me to chat alone
haha XD
i wan go shopping
i wan go shopping!
i love shopping!
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
尤其是在 看过了那麼多的背叛
总是不安 只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫
没那麼简单 就能去爱 别的全不看
变得实际 也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单 一久也习惯
不用担心谁 也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话 随便听一听 自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪 一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上 关上了手机 舒服窝在沙发裡
相爱没有那麼容易 每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪 轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麼容易 才会特别让人著迷
什麼都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心 所以最开心 曾经
想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆
不要再跟我说些什么了
我觉得很厌烦
我觉得那很假 很虚伪
是你的话 让我耿耿于怀
让我无法释怀
也许我不够成熟
不明白为何你要那样❤
Saturday, January 23, 2010
请不要分了以後还记得 亲吻过的承诺
你的永久 已不属於我
默默低头 那时我 很多话梗在喉咙
你的永久 已不属於我
默默低头 那时我 很多话梗在喉咙
你的笑你的快乐不是我 爱太多想太多
我能感受 他比我适合
爱放了手 我伪装冷漠 比你先说分手
请原谅我 原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口 好让你离开我
我能感受 他比我适合
爱放了手 我伪装冷漠 比你先说分手
请原谅我 原谅我不成熟
不爱你是藉口 好让你离开我
请原谅我 好想自私将你占有
一个寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活
一个寂寞就给我承受 换你过更好的生活
爱过恨过哭过也笑过
亲吻过你的脆弱
其实我比谁都要懦弱
原谅我 必须假装爱错
别让时间倒流 我怕说不出口
别让时间倒流 我怕说不出口
原谅我 没有解释太多心痛
别无所求彻底忘了我 爱原来要舍得
别无所求彻底忘了我 爱原来要舍得
我 难过
我 才懂
我 才懂
its a nice song
i love it so much =)
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what i had done for this few days?well
i tried my best
to adapt myself with the situation that i hate
and i think
i can do it
right?
u will support me
right?
SORRY SORRY
really sorry
that's my wrong
i did something wrong
i should not told u all about that
sorry sorry
but sorry no cure,right?
>.<
what can i do?
dear friends
please forgive me
sometime i'm crazy
i felt upset when i saw something that make me sad
i want to cry
I want to cry in mind the unpleasant
but don't know who to tell
and so
I can only quietly in the corner of the meditation
我不想再闹脾气
我只想静静的在角落里
>.<
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
i hate it!
really really hate it
what should i do?
keep study study and study?
i hate this kind of life
i cant adapt myself with the situation now >.<
moody moody
already felt moody for the whole day
i cant find someone
don't know who to tell all about this
u seem so busy
u seem so messy
u seem so sad
i just don't want menambah kebebanan anda >.<
i hate it
really really hate it
i cant stop myself from being like that
i don't want to go in my class even there is dicipline teacher
i had already tried my best
i tried to pay much attention when teacher is teaching
i tried to understand what the teacher try to tell me
i tried to do all he homework by time
but its hard for me
maybe i'm so lazy >.<
DON'T TELL OTHER THAT I'M CRYING
Saturday, January 16, 2010
好累
好累好累
功课都堆了一堆
觉得自己变得很容易发脾气 >.<
当然 都是在生闷气
自己生自己的气?
[我疯了>.<]
有时候真的很不耐烦
是无奈吗?
不是!
绝对不是
是不耐烦
所以说
最近就一直被老妈骂
说我
很容易发脾气
可是有时候
心情真的很差
差到一个极点
差到我想乱喊一通
[疯了! >.<]
发泄完毕
谢谢
Thursday, January 14, 2010
终于 今天不需要留校或什么了
终于可以回家了
感觉
蛮好的
好累哦
感觉就快累垮了
我快垮了
我能撑多久
一天都不知道miss多少堂课
好忙>.<
感觉好累
感觉自己就快垮了
我好想放弃
我找不到
让我坚持的理由
i hate my modern math老师
又是被pn.beh 教
我讨厌
什么
S3学生又怎样
又不是全部都像你想象的那样
即使全部是
拜托!
我是那个例外>.<
请不要概挂我
每一次听你说什么
"you all are S3 students, you suppose to know about it"
听到都很烦!
这几天
我都在很努力的做功课
真的真的很努力
可是我才发现
我的努力不算什么
真的感觉
我的努力并不算什么
我再怎么努力
也都追不上>.<
烦!
现在真的很烦
我到底在烦什么?
我就是烦!
烦!烦!烦!
我不知道我要怎样
我需要时间沉思
所以
不要打扰我!
让我享受一个人的时候
好不好?
请不要说我大牌
我只是要一个人 想些东西
让我想想 我到底怎么了
你到底怎么了
我们到底怎么了
大家到底怎么了
我才发现时间过得
那算快?还是慢?
在这么短的时间
人的思想
竟然能变得那么快
我不知道
是我不了解之前的你
还是是你变了
感觉现在很茫然
我不知道我的目标是什么
我看见的
是茫茫大海
而我们两个
也都看见了不同的天空
是我变了
还是你变了
还是
大家都没变
只是
那时候的共同目标
都变了
朋友们
请原谅我的不正常
我只是
想要发泄一下下>.<
对不起
是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡 让人家不安
才会结果都阵亡
我没有什么阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱 何况那算什么伤
反正爱情不就都这样
我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你懂我的 我对你从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎 请别以为你有多难忘
笑是真的不是我逞强
我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口闻得到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象
我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你知道的 我缺点之一就是很健忘
我哪有说谎 是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯
我没有说谎 我何必说谎
爱一个人 没爱到难道就会怎么样
别说我说谎 人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿
我没有说谎 是爱情说谎 它带你来
骗我说 渴望的有可能有希望
我没有说谎 祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你全遗忘
Sunday, January 10, 2010
for sunway
we just went there for our lunch>.<
哥请我和妈到sakae吃东东啦
超兴奋的~
hehe
吃完后
就出发到pacific去
弟去逛他的
我们逛我们的
弟拿到薪水啦
竟然用近RM400买了2套衣服
难怪啦
有钱了嘛
我leh
买了一件裤子
[沙滩裤 yippe^^]
还有2件衣服
都是我爱的style
[yipee 妈万岁!]
看见了自己爱的鞋子
可是妈说回到这边才买
会便宜一些>.<
帮爸买了件衣服
OMG
那只是一件衣服嘛
竟然近RM120
>.<
好贵的一件衣服
然后
再逛不到一阵子
妈说累了
然后就要回家了
发现
shopping真的能让我的心情变好 =]
Friday, January 8, 2010
i'm in low mood now>.<
just now i went to my first chemistry tuition for this year
i should be very happy
and yes
i were very happy when i reached the tuition center
but when i went in the class i saw two boys were sitting at my seat
i felt bored
i love my seat so much
but they had already sat there
and told me to sit at other seat
i felt sad
that's my seat
i had already sat there for 1 year>.<
and when the teacher sterted teaching
i can't pay 100% attention
i kept thinking about nonsence
and i felt sad
its low mood
its down
i cant understand what the teacher was teaching about
it just because i was thinking about nonsence that time
i can't stop myself to think about that thing
sad+low mood
>.<
moody moody
Monday, January 4, 2010
and i had found my class 5S3
its located at 4th floor
[OH MY GOD!its too far>.<]
but i like it since its located at 4th floor
i can see beautiful "lake" from my class
and i sit somewhere near the window
and so i can see the beautiful senses whenever i want
haha XD
since i'm a student of 5S3
and so
i have to study harder and harder
have to pay much more attention while the teacher is teaching
do not sleep when the teacher is teaching
[OH MY GOD!i think i cant do it >.< i like to sleep when the teacher is teaching XD]
be a good good good student
[i think i cant do well>.<]
actually
i do not know my classmate well
since we came from different classes and also different "world"
i do not know that whether i can communicate with my classmate or not
it seem so hard>.<
since they are the clever one but i'm not
>.<
whatever!
my target for this year is~
I WANT TO SCORE FOR MY SPM >.<
maybe will be a study group for my bio,phy,add math n modern math
OH MY GOD
my biology n physics are so poor
its the same for my additional math and modern math toO
OH MY GOD
i need some times to study it
to do revision
but i'm lake of time now
and so
i will be less on line for this following weeks >.<
haiz
my dear frens
do miss me ya~~
Sunday, January 3, 2010
3.1.2010
今天一大清早就被拉起来了
还没到8点
老妈就很用力的拍我的房门
把我叫起来>.<
我的最后一个星期日
难得可以睡得迟一些
开学后
星期日就要七早八早爬起来补习了叻>.<
haiz
冲好凉就出发到pasar去咯
my sleepy face while on the way to pasar
买完东东
就出发到"记得食"吃早餐啦
walao eh
怎么这么多人
真的是"people moutain people sea" >.<
吃完后就回家啦
然后就一直对着电脑
过后就剪头发
Oh My God
我的头发
都说了修就好
结果就越剪越短
>.<
我亲爱的头发
就这样跟我讲bye bye了
几不舍的一下
我的sideburn留到半死才有现在这样的长度
结果就拜拜料
伤心-ING
>.<
明天就要开学咯
不管怎样
都还是要上学,对不?
算了>.<
不开心的就忘了吧
加油吧
我亲爱的朋友
倒数生日-ING
hahaXD
Saturday, January 2, 2010
还是什么?
可是很抱歉
我一点期待的心情都没有
>.<
也许我应该看开些
那样是不是会好一些?
我不喜欢
为什么?
最讨厌就是分班
好不容易建立的感情
一年之后又要说bye bye
谁说永远会是真的
都是骗人的>.<
[小姐我又在无理取闹了 >.<]
haiz
我担心的
还是发生了啦
>.<
祝我好运
