Sunday, April 17, 2011
but what should i tell?
haha
hmm~
recent life is so busy
and something make me so headache
and also heartache~!
why?i really duno~
someone give me such feeling
like~she is going to throw me alone
yup~!
absolutely~!she gave me such feeling T^T
maybe i think too much already
or maybe i haven adapt such condition
ya~!maybe~that's my problem
i think i should think like that, right?
hmmmm~
yes~!
definitely~!
i miss miss meiyan~!miss leejoo~! and miss sijia~!
very very very very much T^T
wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu
what can i do?
我想我熬不过那思念的煎熬
its really killing me >.<
aiks~
i know~nothing can help me
the only way is to fight together with them
i will try my best on my course~! =]
lastly~
post my recent photo here
the photo taken when i was working
haha xD
Monday, April 11, 2011
my mood is so low now
my tears want to come out form my eyes already
Opps~i wont cry, for sure =]
since my dears are fighting hard for their future
Yes~!i should be happy for them right?
but i think i need some time to adapt
yan, joo and sijia are going to AIMST
me?
me and shiang ling are going to UTAR
its the time for me to adapt university life
i think i will miss my friends~my laopos very very much =[
really~
i am so not willing to leave here
to leave my everything here
They are leaving me alone here
and I, am going to leave u all alone here =[
Friday, April 8, 2011
sometime i was happy but sometime i was sad
really crazy jo T.T
what can i do?
feel so scare to go for the JPA interview
its hard for me to speak in Malay =.=
i tried it before
and finally, i gave up and spoke in English =.=
what the hell~!
who care Malay?
>.<
argh~kill me ba~!
i don't know how to express my feeling in English actually
so its better for me to speak in mandarin i think =P
我想我快疯了 自己也不知道自己到底在想什么
这种感觉 我真的不喜欢
我想我应该离开一阵子 才对~
发现自己在退步~!我快疯了~!
怎么可以这样?!
我的英文程度 像什么这样低 >.<
马来文 拜托 说不到几句 又不小心把英文说出来了
华语?拜托~!也在退步中
真的可以撞墙去了 >.<
救命啊~!
Saturday, April 2, 2011
and i went for a test also~
test about my ability and also my interesting
and this is my result
i am in INVESTIGATIVE career
LIKES: Exploring and understanding things and events
DISLIKES: Having to persuade others or sell them things[not really =P]
PERSONALITY TRAITS: analytical, INTELLIGENT(yuhoo~!), skeptical, introverted, scholarly, independent and having better academics skills than social skills.
VALUES: Learning by reading, studying, or investigating
OCCUPATIONS INVOLVE: Analytical or intellectual activity aimed at trouble shooting or creation and use of knowledge
SAMPLE OCCUPATIONS: Psychologist, microbiologist, chemist
and finally~i choose chemical engineering~
i think i wont regret that i choose this course
since i really love chemistry~!
i love to do experiment
working with so so so many chemical instruments~!
and also chemical materials~!
i love to observe the reaction between chemical and chemical
the colour changes, the smell, the state changes~!
the feeling is nice when u done your experiment successfully~!
really, believe me~!
the feeling is awesome~
hahaha xD
i think environmental engineering is good also
but i think its hard for me to study biology
really~i get my biology with A- >.<
psychology is good also
but my dad~!oppose me to take this course
duno why he act like this
i love psychology also =]
will start my university life soon
really soon
and~!i will miss everything here
include u and me =]
FRIENDS~!do miss me after i leave =]
all the best for u all =D
Friday, April 1, 2011
HAIZ~!
WHAT CAN I DO?
ARGH~!
I HATE SUCH FEELING~!
WHERE SHOULD I GO?
F6?UTAR?AIMST?OR MATRIC?[IF I APPLY SUCCESSFULLY]
HAIZ~!
ITS REALLY MAKE ME HEADACHE~
HAIZ~
HAVE NO MONEY TO GO OVERSEA
FEEL HARD TO LEAVE MY FRIENDS~!
AND ALSO~MY FRIENDS~!PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME ALONE >.<
T^T
ARGH~!
I REALLY HATE SUCH FEELING~!REALLY
