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Friday, October 7, 2011

才发现自己最近的心情总是大起大落
或许我快疯了
我想我应该还没找到一个让我自己觉得舒适的想法
所以无时无刻才会胡思乱想

我发现人真的很好笑 甚至可笑
有些人 明明就是不受欢迎的 却总爱挤进人群里
是要让自己深刻体验自己被杯葛了 才情愿收敛吗?
我不懂 或许我笨

我不懂现阶段我可以用什么来形容自己
我算长大了吗? 我不懂
或许这不由得我去评断
当我发现自己这个学期的学费并没有获得100% scholarship 的时候
我真的哭了 感觉无比内疚 感觉对不起妈妈 更对不起爸爸
我想我那时候太鲁莽 太鲁莽做了这个决定 搞到现在这个样子
是我太烂?还是我不够努力?
我才发现 之前我的想法 是多么的不可靠
或许那是用来安慰别人的 当事情发生在自己身上 还真的会心情超级低落
什么屁话都会听不进去
我一直以为自己很努力 才发现自己不是 我还不是 '废人" 一个 >.<

以前什么鬼想法 都应该丢掉
人就是要这样 在什么环境生活 就应该有什么想法 是这样的吗?
我想应该很少人能 一直坚持自己的想法到最后
是吗?
haha
我想太多了 是时候继续加油了
一起加油吧 无论你想要干嘛
人生总要有些挫折 才会精彩 =P

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